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Ultimate Smashist
Oct. 6th, 2004
04:24 am - pretty accurate
Your eye color is dark blue. You rely on your logic
solely, and may have more mature interests than
many of your friends and family your age. You
can sometimes also be interverted and lonely
from a lack of understanding with people, and
can be rather frustrated with some types of
folke. Some may describe you as cold and
distant, and you are honest with how you feel
about things.
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Sep. 30th, 2004
08:01 am - He traces her face with an index finger-tip full of hate
Im a fucking pastry ninja! I got to make the dessert special for the restaraunt last night: Opera with a maple whip and I got to design the plate up , it was chill as fuck
My Pumpkin walnut cheese cake is almost out da oven, man im so god damn domesticated. I wake up early every morning and bake like a animal. uuum not much else, most of my posts here are gonna be about baking so deal and if you want some food come get some yo
Sep. 27th, 2004
06:00 am - Bakin day
So today is my only day off for like 6 days so I am going to bake all damn day and make desserts and breads and soup!
Im sycked... I have tyo brush up on my baking skills for the position of apprentice baker that I will be undertakign soon at work. I cant wait, its gonna be so chill, my hours will be alot better. I wont work so late everyday and it will be nice.
today i am planning on making:
Banana Nut Bread (my moms recipe)
Ginger Snap Cookies with white chocolate drizzle
Lemon Poundcake
Vermont Maple Bread Pudding w/ Walnut Praline
Cherry Cheesecake
Red Bell Pepper Soup w/ Orange and Basil
I plan on making all of those today thats alot of food! Who wants to help me eat it!?!?! Free food kids
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bouncySep. 22nd, 2004
10:45 am - Guerilla Monsoon
Ya know, not much going on
I was pretty irritated last night, I had bad anxiety.
But before I got home I had a great time.
Went to cliff and Liz's got my haircut and then a bunch of kids came over and we just shit talked and laughed and played PS2. It was fun, but when I got home I got a little mad.
I guess im still adjusting to recent changes, ill work this shit out, whatever.
Im a fucking nurturer and I hate it.
I went and hung out with Ms. Knina on her break yesterday and we rode my scooter around and talked about video games as usual.
Girls that love video games are rare and should be cherished for the fine wine that they are haha
Ive been so busy with work and video games lately, so many great fucking games have come out, and 2 more come out today that im goign to pick up: X-men Legends and Starwars Battlefront. I wanna get Def Jam: Fight for NY, but im waiting to see who aall the unlockable characters are, because I absolutely have to know if you can unlock Tupac, there are roumers, but nothing comfirmed.
I justr wanna fuck someone up with him and then after the match i want him to scream one of 3 phrases: "My 44 make sure all yo kids dont grow"
or "Five shots couldnt drop me" or "Im the thug that you love to hate"
that would make me happy.
I have been up since like 6 am just foolin around and cleaning my house nothing special, i scrubbed my floors extensively and now they are shiney and white. I bought some awesome Chinese paper cuttings from Harvard Sq. yesterday, they are dope as shit, I just need to get frames for them. 
Sep. 21st, 2004
11:49 am - havent touched this shit in forever
not mcuh to say boston, live here
im a chef at the temple bar in cambridge, im hoping to start doing pastries and learning how to bake instead of cooking...
uh uh uh
not much else i ride a scooter and its the shit and i play video games and i love my friends.
i also get my haircut today, it is in dire need un non-assgrabbery
and becca better not be a liar and come play with me. for real.
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thieves in the nightMar. 3rd, 2004
03:21 am - Alabama Bound!
Going to alabama thursday , justyna and I are going to get some artwork done and goto new orleans. Im going to get (possibly) both of my ribcages outlined.
One side will say, "If you wanna scream" the other side will say "Scream with me"
I dont know what design i was thinking like big ass giant swords or something, but ill let C.W. figure it out, that boy is smart.
Feb. 25th, 2004
05:26 am - Im the Capt. of this sinking ship.
Im really fucking tired of waking up every morning and not being able to breathe. No seriously, its not a very funny joke at all. I wake up every morning I can barely catch my breath, I end up coughing so hard i collapse for about an hour and throw various back and neck muscles out because of the strain and the coughing. Not too mention I cant catch my breath so I involuntarily gag myself to where i end up throwing up.
Yah its fucking great, wait no its fucking awful.
But other then that, everything is pretty great.
Yah its fucking great, wait no its fucking awful.
But other then that, everything is pretty great.
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Jan. 29th, 2004
04:11 am - Ok, Im bummed
Let ma tell ya why!
I went out tonight, and I have noticed, I dont know if it is me or what, but I just dont have funa t things I used to have fun at...
Like going to bars and hanging out with people, alot of the times it just bores me and I dont have shit to say to anyone around me. I dont know why, like i went to Black out Bar tonight, alot of people i really liked were there, but I just really didnt have shit to say to anyone. Maybe its the cold, but I dont know, maybe Boston just not like it used to be, I miss alot of things. I miss the 779 house craziness, i miss how crazy and uninhibited everyone i knew was. Anything went nothing mattered we would go crazy nuts on a daily basis and it was wonderful.
Now it seems everyone is so domesticated or no one wants to really do anything. It could just be that i got here in the winter time, and alot of things shut down around here in the winter. I mean even when i am around alot of people iremember loving hanging out with, i just get bored and i dont have shit to say to anyone. Maybe its my fault I dont know.
I cant wait till Justyna transfer next semester so I can see her all the time instead of this weekend bullshit, its taxing, but its totally worth it.
Everyone seems so domesticated now they either work 24/7 never leave thouse, are living with thier significant other which cuts them off from the rest of the planet. I dont know.
I miss Nixie, I miss Heather, I miss John, I miss Nicole, I miss Libby, I miss Cliff, I miss Mary, I miss Heather D, I miss Jay Marley, I miss Kendra, I miss Stina,I miss Matty, I miss sooo many fucking people I used to see every day, and for some reason it jsut isnt the same when i see them. I dont know im sure im just crazy and summer will bring wonderufl things but right now im pretty bummed.
O yah, NO ONE FUCKING DANCES ANYMORE! BOSTON USED TO BE THE DANCIEST! WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED!
And yes im only awake because tyhe Star Wars servers went down and I am waiting for the to come back up
Nov. 30th, 2003
08:53 pm - O yah thats right
I SAW NAKED AGGRESSION TONIGHT.
not once, but twice, i saw NAKED AGGRESSION in my fucking friends basment.... holy shit it was so good. i forgot what good punk was until tonight. anyone who wasnt there, im sorry because it ruled.
*dances*
xoxo
Nov. 10th, 2003
09:41 am - Love is the motive, thats why im killin it.
Ive been looking into new job opportunities lately. I love my job, Garment District, its chill as hell, but i just dont make shit for money, i need to be making much more. So I have kind of found 2 things im goign to do to make extra money, tommorow, im going to join this program where you get brochures and shit sent to your house and make 4$ per every envelope you stuff. Untaxed. so basically if all of it is as cut and dry as it seems i can make a shit ton of money sitting on my ass and mailing envelopes , like spend an entire day just filling envelopes for mega money. ill see, be rad as fuck if it did work out. Also today im goign to mail off my application to travel the country in january selling posters, most amazing job ever. fucking made for me. I drive a Ryder truck around full of posters, i travel from college to college selling posters. 350/wk, commission, motels, food, gas and all expenses paid for. Plus i can scam the company out of tons of money so hopefully aaron and I will be hitting that shit up in january and making a decent amount of money.
This weekend was definitely a bust, justyna, I, and a couple other kids were heading to toronto and we had a fucking tire blow out in buffalo, and we got towed to the service station. Turns out i was driving a death mobile because at anytime i could of popped off my tie rod which would of lost all my steering ability and I prolly would of killed everyone in the car. hot. so it cost me close to 600 bucks this weekend fixing my car and replacing some shit, yah it sucks. and we stayed in this rad cheap ass motel with a kitchen and stuff it wasnt terrible, like it was ok, but i wasnt stoked on having car issues, i freak the fuck out on car issues. i cant deal.
Im debating whether to go home for christmas, in my mind I have not been away from Alabama long enough, whatsoever. I wanted to stay far away for a minimum of a year but I dont know, christmas gets awfully lonely by yourself, i spent christmas alone one year in providence and it was really awful, but i was also not in good shape to begin with and christmas loneliness took its toll, who knows. Im nto depressed like I was, so maybe ill just get a christmas tree for my little apartment and decorate it, and dance around my apt watching christmas cartoons. yah id do that for reals.
here are some pictures for your entertainment!
Oct. 29th, 2003
06:41 am - yo yo yo
not much going on, i work at the garment district and it rules, im completely happy with everything going on. im addicted to NeverWinter Nights, Im son to be addicted to Final Fantasy Online which comes out today. the lovely nicole will be delivering that to me at work! what adeal on job video game delivery, sounds good. below are pictures of me, justyna, halloween party this weekend, and syracuse and other kids in general! PEEEEEEEEEACE
p.s. wtf is going on in Boston for halloween!!! dont be a halloweenie
Oct. 3rd, 2003
11:40 am - like scooby doo and shaggy
so i had a good day overall yestrday, went to prvidence at about 9 am had breakfest with mr jay hung out all day went furniture shopping hung out with head and got an entertainment center from the lovely lad. also saw kendra which is always good ndeed. went to this god awful night in providence called Strangeways, yah ill never go back to that again.
so yes to top of my night, im walking toward my apt just thinking about all tyhe food im going to eat when i get there. as im strolling through this group of kids in this car ride through my lot and yells, "hey anorezic faggot, why dont you eat something!" so yah being that they chose the first thing and most irritatng word t ever say to me when they drove by i grab a peice of concrete by the door to my apt and hurled it through their back windsheild. and ran for my life, luckily i left my apt window opened so i ran to the back of my building and slipped into my window and i was home free. lesson for the day: talking shit raises your car insurance premiums.
wish i was in town this weekend, but its my turn to goto syracuse for the weekend. every weekend is like a holiday! xoxo
Sep. 29th, 2003
02:50 pm - clean ma house bitch!
thats what i was screaming at justyna all weekend, i got no results...
o well my aprtment is amazing, when i have mor emoney again im going to do some serious funishing. right now i have a computer tv and a bunch of blankets on the floor to sleep on. lameosky but i love it.
why is it when someone leaves you get anxiety? i think my only solution is for them to ot leave again. o well ill see the lady this weekend. it was amazing seeing everyone i love, im never leaving this motherfucker ever again. ok times up on the library computer peace bitches...
xoxoxo i still need more phone numbers!
Sep. 25th, 2003
03:32 am - awww shit
got an apt i should be moving in begining of next week, whenever i come back from syracuse.
1200 com ave 1 bedroom apt, giant bedrroom, giant living room, kitch, bathroom 800/mo.
fucking amazing. im so lucky lately, i hope things continue going liek they have been, everything is making me happy nowadays. its good shit,.
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contentSep. 24th, 2003
02:07 am - Only in Boston...
only in boston do i gotto an amazing show and see Disaster Strikes, dance the dance, go crazy see all the kids i love and even touring kids i love (much love angel, youll be back), get free Bread and Water CDs, goto spikes and then watch a kid eat 8 hotdogs and vom his fucking brains out. amazing, god im never leacving this city to move anywhere ever again. seriously if you want to show true friendship to me, if the day ever comes where i want to move away... break my legs and tell me im stupid. because thats basically what id be saying.
only in boston
Sep. 22nd, 2003
07:51 am - roots
ill be back in boston today i will call as many hoez as i can, for reals. its fuckin on im so happy
im getting this wrapped around my leg with a title that says "we have fun wherever we go"
and this is from the other night, just a good pic
i still need everypones phone number
Sep. 21st, 2003
05:28 am - my art is better then your art
everything is fucking amazing...ill be home tommorow or the next day, not sure. all your phone numbers are belong to us.. give me your numbers.
syracuse is fun,im sure ill be back here bi weekendly, as i plan to.
its nice to feel real and free of doubt
happySep. 20th, 2003
02:47 am - beoooootch
2003/09/20 02:34 im pretty sure that everything i could ever want my top 5 goals in life are for reasls starting to fall inplac.
im in syracuse right now, honestly i feel fucking amazing, the whole atmosphere of being back where i belong,back in the north east, has put me in an absolutely amazing mood. not too mention my lovely hostess justyna who i should of been here a long time ago. so much good is gong on right now, im so fucking glad i didnt stay on the west coast, id prolly be in a bath tub right now bleeding to death. i dont think im ever going back...
i might head to boston tommorow with justyna to attack everyone, or ill go back tuesday morning when she goes back to school.. hopefully by the next weekend ill have an apt secured its fucking awesome on the for reals. i really havent felt this good in about a year, and it isnt false feelings like i had on the west coast, real genuine amazing feelings about everything i am doing with myself right now. i feel so sure of everything and im sooo into it. no questions in my mind about all the good things that are coming ahead of me. and i fuckign deserve it damnt. its way past due. so yah boston tommorow night ormonday, if i go tommorow ill have to come back to syracuse monday to get her back for school. but whatevs im down for anything right now, im having such agood time.l for real all smiles on this end and no bad feelings. everything that was bringing me down prior to me getting back here cant even touch me now, im fucking invincible haha
oooo yah i got the top of both my hands tattooed, it looks amazng, japanese deamon surrounded by fire on the right hand. a hot lil geisha lady surrouded by flowers on my left, i think im goignj to finish off the whole rest of my sleeve on my left arm, all the negative space... with flowers, im into them lately for some reason
P.S. my cellphone was stolen in virginia, so i lost all my shit im getting a new phone this week, so please if you ever want to talk to me on the phone again, send me your number so i can put it in my phone. if not your over....!!!
Sep. 16th, 2003
11:29 am - we travel across this rotten fruited plain, we travel like the fluid that surrounds your brain
ok im leaving today should be in baltimore by tommorow!! xoxo its lik 1000 miles to baltimore so ill be bored so please use your phone generously and call me because it would be swell. still not sure if im going to boston or syracuse first ill decide when i get to baltimore... just think of this face abnd then think of my phone number, ill be wicked fuckin bored.
Sep. 15th, 2003
10:47 pm - the final members of the southern loves....
Billy and Regis.
Never to live in the south ever again.
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