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Oct. 6th, 2004

04:24 am - pretty accurate

darkblueeyes
Your eye color is dark blue. You rely on your logic
solely, and may have more mature interests than
many of your friends and family your age. You
can sometimes also be interverted and lonely
from a lack of understanding with people, and
can be rather frustrated with some types of
folke. Some may describe you as cold and
distant, and you are honest with how you feel
about things.


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Sep. 30th, 2004

08:01 am - He traces her face with an index finger-tip full of hate

Im a fucking pastry ninja! I got to make the dessert special for the restaraunt last night: Opera with a maple whip and I got to design the plate up , it was chill as fuck

My Pumpkin walnut cheese cake is almost out da oven, man im so god damn domesticated. I wake up early every morning and bake like a animal. uuum not much else, most of my posts here are gonna be about baking so deal and if you want some food come get some yo

Sep. 27th, 2004

06:00 am - Bakin day

So today is my only day off for like 6 days so I am going to bake all damn day and make desserts and breads and soup!

Im sycked... I have tyo brush up on my baking skills for the position of apprentice baker that I will be undertakign soon at work. I cant wait, its gonna be so chill, my hours will be alot better. I wont work so late everyday and it will be nice.

today i am planning on making:

Banana Nut Bread (my moms recipe)

Ginger Snap Cookies with white chocolate drizzle

Lemon Poundcake

Vermont Maple Bread Pudding w/ Walnut Praline

Cherry Cheesecake

Red Bell Pepper Soup w/ Orange and Basil



I plan on making all of those today thats alot of food! Who wants to help me eat it!?!?! Free food kids

Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: Strike Anywhere

Sep. 22nd, 2004

10:45 am - Guerilla Monsoon

Ya know, not much going on

I was pretty irritated last night, I had bad anxiety.

But before I got home I had a great time.

Went to cliff and Liz's got my haircut and then a bunch of kids came over and we just shit talked and laughed and played PS2. It was fun, but when I got home I got a little mad.

I guess im still adjusting to recent changes, ill work this shit out, whatever.

Im a fucking nurturer and I hate it.

I went and hung out with Ms. Knina on her break yesterday and we rode my scooter around and talked about video games as usual.

Girls that love video games are rare and should be cherished for the fine wine that they are haha

Ive been so busy with work and video games lately, so many great fucking games have come out, and 2 more come out today that im goign to pick up: X-men Legends and Starwars Battlefront. I wanna get Def Jam: Fight for NY, but im waiting to see who aall the unlockable characters are, because I absolutely have to know if you can unlock Tupac, there are roumers, but nothing comfirmed.

I justr wanna fuck someone up with him and then after the match i want him to scream one of 3 phrases: "My 44 make sure all yo kids dont grow"

or "Five shots couldnt drop me" or "Im the thug that you love to hate"

that would make me happy.

I have been up since like 6 am just foolin around and cleaning my house nothing special, i scrubbed my floors extensively and now they are shiney and white. I bought some awesome Chinese paper cuttings from Harvard Sq. yesterday, they are dope as shit, I just need to get frames for them.


Sep. 21st, 2004

11:49 am - havent touched this shit in forever

not mcuh to say boston, live here

im a chef at the temple bar in cambridge, im hoping to start doing pastries and learning how to bake instead of cooking...

uh uh uh

not much else i ride a scooter and its the shit and i play video games and i love my friends.

i also get my haircut today, it is in dire need un non-assgrabbery

and becca better not be a liar and come play with me. for real.



Current Mood: awakethieves in the night
Current Music: BlackStarr

Mar. 3rd, 2004

03:21 am - Alabama Bound!

Going to alabama thursday , justyna and I are going to get some artwork done and goto new orleans. Im going to get (possibly) both of my ribcages outlined.

One side will say, "If you wanna scream" the other side will say "Scream with me"

I dont know what design i was thinking like big ass giant swords or something, but ill let C.W. figure it out, that boy is smart.

Feb. 25th, 2004

05:26 am - Im the Capt. of this sinking ship.

Im really fucking tired of waking up every morning and not being able to breathe. No seriously, its not a very funny joke at all. I wake up every morning I can barely catch my breath, I end up coughing so hard i collapse for about an hour and throw various back and neck muscles out because of the strain and the coughing. Not too mention I cant catch my breath so I involuntarily gag myself to where i end up throwing up.
Yah its fucking great, wait no its fucking awful.

But other then that, everything is pretty great.


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Im really fucking tired of waking up every morning and not being able to breathe. No seriously, its not a very funny joke at all. I wake up every morning I can barely catch my breath, I end up coughing so hard i collapse for about an hour and throw various back and neck muscles out because of the strain and the coughing. Not too mention I cant catch my breath so I involuntarily gag myself to where i end up throwing up.
Yah its fucking great, wait no its fucking awful.

But other then that, everything is pretty great.


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Jan. 29th, 2004

04:11 am - Ok, Im bummed

Let ma tell ya why!

I went out tonight, and I have noticed, I dont know if it is me or what, but I just dont have funa t things I used to have fun at...

Like going to bars and hanging out with people, alot of the times it just bores me and I dont have shit to say to anyone around me. I dont know why, like i went to Black out Bar tonight, alot of people i really liked were there, but I just really didnt have shit to say to anyone. Maybe its the cold, but I dont know, maybe Boston just not like it used to be, I miss alot of things. I miss the 779 house craziness, i miss how crazy and uninhibited everyone i knew was. Anything went nothing mattered we would go crazy nuts on a daily basis and it was wonderful.

Now it seems everyone is so domesticated or no one wants to really do anything. It could just be that i got here in the winter time, and alot of things shut down around here in the winter. I mean even when i am around alot of people iremember loving hanging out with, i just get bored and i dont have shit to say to anyone. Maybe its my fault I dont know.

I cant wait till Justyna transfer next semester so I can see her all the time instead of this weekend bullshit, its taxing, but its totally worth it.

Everyone seems so domesticated now they either work 24/7 never leave thouse, are living with thier significant other which cuts them off from the rest of the planet. I dont know.

I miss Nixie, I miss Heather, I miss John, I miss Nicole, I miss Libby, I miss Cliff, I miss Mary, I miss Heather D, I miss Jay Marley, I miss Kendra, I miss Stina,I miss Matty, I miss sooo many fucking people I used to see every day, and for some reason it jsut isnt the same when i see them. I dont know im sure im just crazy and summer will bring wonderufl things but right now im pretty bummed.

O yah, NO ONE FUCKING DANCES ANYMORE! BOSTON USED TO BE THE DANCIEST! WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED!

And yes im only awake because tyhe Star Wars servers went down and I am waiting for the to come back up

Nov. 30th, 2003

08:53 pm - O yah thats right

I SAW NAKED AGGRESSION TONIGHT.

not once, but twice, i saw NAKED AGGRESSION in my fucking friends basment.... holy shit it was so good. i forgot what good punk was until tonight. anyone who wasnt there, im sorry because it ruled.

*dances*

xoxo

Nov. 10th, 2003

09:41 am - Love is the motive, thats why im killin it.

Ive been looking into new job opportunities lately. I love my job, Garment District, its chill as hell, but i just dont make shit for money, i need to be making much more. So I have kind of found 2 things im goign to do to make extra money, tommorow, im going to join this program where you get brochures and shit sent to your house and make 4$ per every envelope you stuff. Untaxed. so basically if all of it is as cut and dry as it seems i can make a shit ton of money sitting on my ass and mailing envelopes , like spend an entire day just filling envelopes for mega money. ill see, be rad as fuck if it did work out. Also today im goign to mail off my application to travel the country in january selling posters, most amazing job ever. fucking made for me. I drive a Ryder truck around full of posters, i travel from college to college selling posters. 350/wk, commission, motels, food, gas and all expenses paid for. Plus i can scam the company out of tons of money so hopefully aaron and I will be hitting that shit up in january and making a decent amount of money.

This weekend was definitely a bust, justyna, I, and a couple other kids were heading to toronto and we had a fucking tire blow out in buffalo, and we got towed to the service station. Turns out i was driving a death mobile because at anytime i could of popped off my tie rod which would of lost all my steering ability and I prolly would of killed everyone in the car. hot. so it cost me close to 600 bucks this weekend fixing my car and replacing some shit, yah it sucks. and we stayed in this rad cheap ass motel with a kitchen and stuff it wasnt terrible, like it was ok, but i wasnt stoked on having car issues, i freak the fuck out on car issues. i cant deal.

Im debating whether to go home for christmas, in my mind I have not been away from Alabama long enough, whatsoever. I wanted to stay far away for a minimum of a year but I dont know, christmas gets awfully lonely by yourself, i spent christmas alone one year in providence and it was really awful, but i was also not in good shape to begin with and christmas loneliness took its toll, who knows. Im nto depressed like I was, so maybe ill just get a christmas tree for my little apartment and decorate it, and dance around my apt watching christmas cartoons. yah id do that for reals.

here are some pictures for your entertainment!




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